Rubbish-y Me.

Monday, July 07, 2008

(T__T) HAVE A BREAK HAVE A KITKAT

haha..so long no blog and my blogs reali dying..so many things happen maybe i shld present them in pt forms:
1. my appeal to NUS fass is sucessful!! yeah!!
2. i did a stupid thing by agreeing to do mass dance with some nus students for their game thingy by the riverside in clarke quay during my break, and the whole process was film down.
3. i am looking for another job cos i reali rali want to quit my job now..like NOW!
4. My mom has high blood pressure
5. working troubles
6. i have very low EQ.
7.i am sick of my pathetic life.
8. I had enough of everthing and i wanna escape (like pratically digging a hole and live underground)
9.i am feeling lost.
10. i need a break but its impossible. (dun ask, its complicated and unsolvable)

yup..tis summaries my life so far...haha...and dear friends..if u are reading my blog..dun feel tt i am gg to commit suscide anytime..haha..though i sounded so troubled and persimistic..i may juz be PMS-ing..haha..maybe u can help by finding me a stressfree jobs..preferberly one tt makes me talk to walls..haha..jkjk..

im rubbish-ing.

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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

**LET GO**

photo of my life

right, went to watch a movie with shing today at the cathy..made of honour..its a typical show..i think what happens in vegas is nicer...lol..

miyako email me abt the shop stuff and its bugging me cos its sort of like politics..and i dun like it..but i dun know how to let him know abt it..a lot of changes happen in the shop and i get really tired of it and the ppl in the kitchen is driving me nuts..so actually one of the things i am letting go is the shop..i have devoted too much feelings and its time i let go cos it really dosen't concern me..so i juz wait for 2 mths to pass and my uni letter to come so that i can get out of the place..proberly i will be quitting for the good and NEVER is gg back there to work..perhaps look for a sales jobs where there is less troubles..lol..

and lately i got working hours like 9 to 6pm..and actually i am quite happy abt it cos this time is the fastest to pass and i dun reali like to close shop with the ah thiongs and tofu brain..so i think the onli thing that is keeping me dere would be xy,janio,kihara,jimmy,ps,moni,shing and vic. w/o them i will surely leave..lol..

i want to think simple..i dun like to be in a mess..so i am taking time off to tidy up..and it may take a while..but i believe i can do it!!

im rubbish-ing.

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Sunday, May 18, 2008

****(@__@)*****

yup, i am here once to update my blog and give a summary of what has happen in my life...
takuro left singapore and flew back to japan on thurs 15/05..yup..3 days has passsed..went to the airport to send him off and i manage to end the cold war with my mom too..haha..happie..but tis time i did not cry when he went into the depature hall..surprised** i ask janio,xy,vic n shing who aso went to send him..but nope.. no ans..haha..but janio and shing cried. finally,monica gave me a ans which i agreed upon: i cry when miyako left cause he did not want to leave, but takuro wanted to leave, so we gave him the blessings and is happie for him. so simple yet true..haha..i`ve grown up again!!

looking thru my entries i have realised tt ever since i have started work, my entries revovled ard work..i have lost touch with ny friends..it made me realised how much i have ignore them..so its time to keep up with them le..so i am really excited tt today theres a pw gathering..YEAH!! i have been looking forward to it the whole week!! YESH!! a few more hrs to go onli..haha..i m gg kichigai again!!

haha..i have start to countdown for my birthday..3 more months onli..hurry up!! oh..and i had a chat with janio regarding relationships and stuff...so exciting..can`t wait for her to share more with me..she is sokichigai and kawaii!!! yup...thinks tis sorts of sums up wat happen in my life for the past week! kambate, xiaohan!

im rubbish-ing.

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

***Ki-chi-gai ME

yup..i know my blog's dead..like so dead..haha..bu lately i hardly used the com..cos i'm lazy to on the com and the weeks been horrible..so much things happen and i dunno where to start..lol

first thing..i am emo-ing..
REASONS:
1) i haven't received any reply regarding admission to university..haix
2) miyako went back to japan le****sob sob
3) takuro is gg back to japan and never is comin back le*****sob sob sob
4) my mom is having cold war with me cos i stay overnight at the airport to send miyako off (but the thing is she has alr agree b4hand and she started menopausing and scold me) ~angry
5) the resturant is becomin ah thiong's world (OMG^^^disgusted)
6)i may not be able to send takuro off~___~
7) that fat pig gives me very short working hours den i will earn less this month@___@

see..so many reasons to emo abt..how to be happie..sad sad sad..this month is a bad month..make be emotionally drained..really becomin zombie le..i think i need a break from all this stuff..oh man..i need a listening ear!!!! i'm gg crazy (@_@)

im rubbish-ing.

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Friday, April 04, 2008

Complicated******
haix..yesh!!!!today i start work at 6pm! yeah..den gg shopping with my nu er first...den go work..
hah..muz be wondering why i wrote complicated as title..cos..its complicated...hahahaha...
yesterday night me xy and moni close the shop..after work we went to cheers again to eat our sunshine bread..haha..den i sat on the steps and my jeans started to absorb the water in tiny gaps on the steps and my jeans was wet..super disgusting..yucks!!! like pee on the pants like tt...den after tt a bit itchy xia..ewww....so nxt time pls be aware of where u are sitting..wahahaha..den we were talking abt the white pig...super baka..dun want to hire more people..den we can imagine nxt week the working schedule like hell..so me xy and monica shall "bao zhe yi qi si"..haix haix...cos vic and katerine aso starting sch le..onli left us and jimmy monkey...arhhhh...so we decided to bycott him today!!! yeah..haha...

im rubbish-ing.

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Monday, March 31, 2008

Wahahaha~
super shiok...cos got off day today and tmr start work only at 6 pm haha..good rest for me...
now the resturant only left a few staff..omg..everybody work like hell lorh..wanna die liao le..haha...yesterday i was super pissed with jdh...he vey baka...dun let me help vicky who is dying of washing dishes stacking up like twin towers lorh...ass him lorh..chicken mcnugget arh...humpf:(
yeah..apply for nus and ntu le..wahahaha...finally...tgt i wun have the time to make it lorh...last week wa a terrible week for me lorh..wprk like hell den experiences pms even though its too early for it..haha..tink i juz got a bit tired of the job..cos like everyone is gone..no one to play and chat to...and monica feels the same too..tts part of the reason i feel like quiting too..cos like everyone quitting..den the resturant got nobody alr lorh..somemore takurou and miyako leaving soon..left that baka jdh...OMG!!! will die de lorh...hahaha..ltr my working schedule like frm 9-11 everyday..lol..
haha..the weekends with shing ee was super funny lorh...laugh at her is my only source of entertainment...haha..yesterday at night she came out of kitchen to help in the hall...den she had her sleeve pull up cos its hot in the kitchen mah...den a customer walk in den she "shouted" IRASHAIMASA...hahaha..like wanna fight with the customer like tt..xy,vic,siman all started laughing like hell lorh..haha...den got one time i at the wash area washing..den the dishwasher is quite noisy but still can hear shing shout ONEGAISHIMAS at the noodle section dere...OMG!!! lol...she rocks man!!!!

im rubbish-ing.

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Monday, March 24, 2008

YEAH!!!!!
my long awaited off day:) finally..after 12 days of non-stop working:) tired nei....haix..and nxt week schedule is quite comfortable!!!!YEAH!!!! happy:)
went to vicky hse in the morning to help my nuer bake cake for my son...haha..its expresso cake and it taste really good...yum yum..maybe when i am free den i wwill go bake bah...
sad..cos more and more worker leave the returant le, den like only left a few of us and its so boring..all my sources of entertainment gone..everyday look at xy den xy look at me...haix..sianzzzz...
lol...shing started her first day at the resturant yesterday and its super duper funny...wahahaha...she cnt pronounce o-ne-gai-yi-shi-mas...den one time she took the dishes into the kitchen and said:"o=ne-gai-marche"....wahahahahahahaha...made me and xy laugh until crazy..hahahahaha...den everytime got customer come in..she practically screamed irashemase..hahaha..xy keep laughing at her..say tt she like want to fight like tt...wahahahaha..super funny....

im rubbish-ing.

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