Rubbish-y Me.

Saturday, October 21, 2006

21/10/06* can i be anymore depressed?

i am getting depressed these few days..thinking of how i have spend my jc1 for the past year..its sad tt i realise the dilemma i am in now is my fault and i can blame no one..but i dun feel a pinch of regret..becos given a chance i will do it these way..maybe its all fate..and it shall be decided on 26/10/06..whether i shall be happy or sad..its already fixed..so i have decided to focus on the present and do my very best for OP and chinese a'levels..even though it may be useless to me..fight on xiaohan..! haha..i must be the optismistic me..
had a nice talk with vicky..we promised to promoted together if we can and head for physiology..den i will join band..haha..so i will accompany her and she will have one less reason to quit sch..VICKY..its a promise..dun break it..and i sincerly hope u wil stay on if i did not..must help me fufil my dream u noe..(tounchwood if i cnt promote lar)..so fight on too vicky..FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!!
yup..think i shall quit depressing..cos it dosen't suit me..haha..happy happy..be happy..we had a op rehersal yesterday and it was interesting..i was so nervous that i spoke so fast..haha..i did'nt even noe wat i was talking..haha.biggest joke..and i was reading off my paper..haha..i thought weiling did terific..bravo..haha..hmm..overall i still thought our group was rather cool..haha..at least sok ying finds it interseting..YEAH!..we can do it..jia you..we will be the best..haha..A grade..here we come!

im rubbish-ing.

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